Hello everyone its been a while that i dont write here in my blog. I was very busy with our new life here in canada. It was not so easy to go here in a place which i dont know , I have to adjust a lot from working , living and especially friends. What a life change for me since i arrived here in canada, in the philippines I run our Internet cafe everyday for 16 hours now here i have to be  a full time mother for my two kids. I have no choice have to stay here until i can have a new life here with my family.I hope one day i can just meet some friends here so that i am not that lonely heheheh.

My eyes still like to sleep, I sleep last nigth late co'z im talking to my companion from canada until 1:00 a.m. in the morning and wake up at 6 in the morning. Im happy that we have internet in the house becuase we are able to communicate everywhere even I am in the store or in the house.

Its really shocking for me when i see the price of the oil when i gas up the car this morning the price was raise to 1 peso per liter. Wow all I can say Philippines is getting worst and worst imagine our rate in our internet before when we start it was 40 peso  in they year 2000 an hour and the price before of the oil is not that high but  rigth now  our rate in the internet  is only  20 peso per hour   and the people will tell us very expensive hahhaha what a wiered way rigth? Imagine the 100 peso today is like 10 peso when you spend it. And the rice prices also are getting high which make more difficult to the life of all the Filipinos becuase Filipinos are eating rice everyday.

First time when I hold the mouse is in the year 2000. I was really scared to touch the mouse or anything becuase I dont really no idea how to use it.I grew up in a poor family and I dont finish high school due to lack of money to go to school. When I look back those times that I am scared of touching the mouse I will just shake my head and laugh, becuase rigth now I can say I've done a long way I am not scared anymore, I run our Internet cafe for almost 6 years and learn a lot of things on those times, I can say based in my experience I dont need to go to school anymore becuase the business teaches me a lot of things not only in the computer teaches me also as a businesswoman, the dedication, the hard work and the commitment everday.

Being a first time mother I dont really have an idea how is giving birth is, everybody is telling me its very painful to give birth but inside of me I cant really imagine it yet becuase its my ifrst time to give birth. I ended up having a pree-clamsia when I give birth,Preeclampsia is a condition in which high blood pressure (pregnancy-induced hypertension), proteinuria (protein in the urine), edema (swelling) and excessive weight gain occur during pregnancy. The condition usually occurs after the 20th week of pregnancy. The placenta is the spongy material in the mother's uterus that nourishes the fetus. Some experts believe that a problem with the placenta causes preeclampsia. The mother has spasms of the blood vessels, which increase her blood pressure. The blood flow to the placenta is impaired. If the blood pressure is not controlled, it can damage the placenta and cause death of the baby. Preeclampsia develops in 5% of pregnant women. It usually occurs after the 20th week of pregnancy. It may be mild or severe. The high blood pressure can affect the brain, kidneys, liver, and lungs. If the woman develops seizures or coma, the condition is known as eclampsia, very difficult for me becuase I labor very long hours and finally my son was born 8.5 pounds but i have to get one bag of blood to the  other person becuase the doctor said I am out of blood what a nice experience. But the feeling of happiness no one can measure when I see finally my son which I carry for  nine months.What a nice and fullfiling experience when a woman give birth.

I used to have a black teeth in front  view of my mouth which makes me feel  very uncomfortable I been carrying that teeth for a long time. Having bad teeth which is very discouraging to my personality, I  cant  even smile properly if I smile I have to cover my mouth. Im thankful to my companion that he repair my teeth which all fine now. The dentist do 4 root cannal in my teeth and crown them into porcelain teeth. Finally I can smile properly without hesitation that my teeth are black. But in the Philippines even fixing teeth are cheap there are still people who cant affored fixing thier  teeth. I hope someday I can help them to repair thier teeth hehehehe but its true one of my goal to help this people to repair thier teeth my realtives alone need help fixing thier teeth even my parents they need too.

Wow its been raining hard today all day long. I heard a bad news this morning regarding the accident last night of the two pajero which bang each other and end up of the death of one of the driver which is a foreigner. When I am on the way to the store I see the Pajero was park in the corner where the accident was happen its really smash the front end of his car which lead him to die.But in regards to our internet its finally fix after all the calling to the thecncian that they have to fis today so that we can get moving with our business hehehehe.

Yesterday  we have our internet provider down again in our store and the worst is not only the internet is gone but our phone line also was dead. We loose every single sales on that day when our internet is gone which I  hate becuase it  ruin our sales. And the thecnician was not around still in Cebu 100 kilometers away from our store so we will wait for him in the next day until he can look after our line.  yesterday is a dead day in the store no choice other than wait for them to fix our internet line and phone line. I just hope they can fix it today.

I  work in our internet Cafe  every single day 16 hours  7 days a week I only get a day off when its Black out, lucky there is a black out every single months of  hehehe  at least i have day off. But as a human being in this world we have to work hard if not we go nowhere. I have already 2 kids since I run the internet cafe, my son was born last november  2003 we started the business at 2002 and my daugther born this year february 2008, which we are already in our 6 six years in business. But becuase of our very nice competation we  would like to sell our cafe but this business done a lot good in our family no doubt about that but as a family we want to be there with each other so my companion want us to be there in canada. Becuase going back and forth from is not easy especially financially.We are hoping by this year we can go out in the country and start our new life there in canada.

It is something that needs to be maintained. If you find yourself falling out of love it's not because it doesn't exist between you anymore. It is because it isn't being created anymore. Make the time to follow the definition of romance. Make your partner feel loved! Sometimes we forget how valuable our significant other is. We get caught up in our day to day lives and our relationships end up suffering. Make some time to let your partner know how much you appreciate them being in your life. Even if it's just a quick note

To handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart." Remember, before you react to any situation think with your heart first. Really try to understand the motivation behind the other person's behavior. More often than not, there is some other situation you are unaware of that has prompted an attack.

Remember how precious your loved one is. You never know if today is the last day you'll see them. Don't do something you'd regret if you never got a chance to see them again to make amends.

Being romantic means something different to everyone. To me it means being high spirited, completely carefree in love and willing to take the risk of truly loving someone with all your heart. Meaning: don't let embarrassment or shyness get in the way of showing your affection!

Hope is the motto for a romantic. Even if things don't work out perfectly today, who says it won't when the time is right? Don't give up without a worthy fight!

Love the one you're with. Why compromise what could possibly be a great relationship by not focusing on who you're with now. If you're not happy with it, leave. Otherwise, give your partner 100%. You'll find your attention will not go unreturned!

 

  I totally understand why two people who love each other very much would want to live together. There are some "good" reasons to live together: you get to know each other better before marriage, you're always around each other and so on. People should live together before taking the big step because when you live with someone you see a side of them you probably will never see otherwise! Like on their bad days you can see how bad they react or if they constantly fart all of the time. You finally see the bad side of them not just the show they put up for you every time you go on a date.

For one day, smile wherever you go. Pick flowers on the roadside. Instead of arguing, kiss and make up. Do something spontaneous. What's the point of working so hard if you don't take at least a few minutes to really enjoy it? Sometimes... a heart can not afford to be... just friends.

Be there for your love, emotionally and physically (if possible). The comfort and bond you feel with someone you know is just there for you, can not be matched. So, leave a note or take a few moments out of your day to let your sweetheart or other loved one know that you are there for them.

 

Long distance relationships require a special willingness and understanding that can test love like no other type of relationship can. It requires constant communication and a desire to continually create your relationship, using the only real tool you have... your words.

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I thougth we have a rainy day becuase it was dark and raining hard around 6 oclock in the morning ,Michael supposed to have a  tournament in tennis  but becuase of rain the tournament was cancelled they cant play in the rain.We go in the store early instead  he is busy looking after puttingour website up the echatsupport.com . Weather is change again instead of raining its turn to a hot day, which is nice....

She was here last December in the Philippines we miss her already. She is very  agile and very cute  and always have a nice smile . But they already go back  in texas they only stay here for 1 month. Eventhough we can always see her in the camera but we cant hold her anymore as we used to when she was here in the philippines. She was babtized here in the Philippines the picture below is taken whe she was  babtized in the church in Lapu-Lapu.

My Little Nathalie is already nearly 2 months this coming April 5 she is very quiet baby. She was 9.2 pounds when she was born. Its been always ehuasting to give birth but after that its always have a nice feeling to see  the little angle enter in our life.